Just got off the phone with my mom & dad

 I just got off the phone with my mom and dad and omg it felt so good to talk to them both.  I called my moms phone and my dad picked up cuz my mom was busy, and it felt good to hear my dad say he was proud of me. My mom read my first blog to him and I didn't even know so it kinda caught me off guard, but at least my dad knows how i feel.  Sometimes i feel like me and my dad are closer, but its funny because were 18 hours away. Sometimes it was hard getting along with my dad, but I think we've both learned to let go of that negativity, and now that i'm older, it feels good to feel this close to my dad again.  I can't wait to hug my "dear old dad" haha I can hear his loud voice in my head.  I'm proud of my dad, I know life is tough and i know my dad and mom struggle, but I'm proud of him.  i know its difficult for him to show his heart sometimes, but i know he has one, and i know he loves me, my brothers, and my mom.  That's me and my dad in the pic above (:


     After I talked to my dad, my mom came on the phone, and damn our voices sound alike lol I told her how my job interview went and asked her when she was going to be sending my brothers up to visit me.  I miss my mom soooo much, I miss her hugs, and the way she always smells like Victoria's Secret body sprays haha  I miss making fun of her cheerleader personality too haha not saying she's dumb, cuz my mom is smart as hell, shes just really bubbly and she just has that personality that's so inviting and you can't help but love her.  Everyone at my old job had nothing but great things to say about my her.  I hope to be at least half of a great mother she is one day. And thats my mom on the side, i made her pose lol


     Now I'm sitting in my room on the bed, and this time I'm wearing pants (OMG! CRAZY! lol) I gotta wake up early tomorrow cuz me and Jenn are going to the gym for a morning workout....and swimming, lets hope I don't drown for being so tired haha  Oh ya! Please cross your fingers for me and keep me in your prayers, the lady that i'd be babysitting for is going to call me on Saturday and let me know if i got the job or not. Thanks everyone!!


               Song that's been in my head all day: Freak on a Leash-Korn






Food I'm currently craving: Oreos and Milk!!!