To get this going...

So, I've been wanting to start a blog for awhile now.  But it took my new friend Sabrina to join this one.  I was i.m.'ing her earlier and we were talking about her  ex and what a asshole he is and she mentioned she had a blog.  I read it and I think it helped her deal with the situation, even though she is just writing her feelings out i think it made her feel better to write about it.  So here I am, listening to a mixture of Korn and Drake.  I'm wearing my brothers band tee and my favorite booty shorts haha It's coldin our room but my gosh I love being in my undies.  
     <3 So I miss my family, like a whooooole lot.  Me and my brothers are so close and it sucks being so far away from them.  Sometimes I feel bad for leaving, but this just felt like the right thing to do for MYSELF.  James, my middle brother, was the one that made me cry the most when I left, we talk about everything and anything.  I miss him coming home from school and coming into my room to talk to me about his day.  I miss going over to our friend Stephanie's house and just chilling.  Damn, i miss Fresno.  Ya, I know, how could anyone miss Fresno? But i do, I miss walking late at night, seeing people u know along the way, knowing where everything is.  It's so COLD here, and ya i know, i should go put some pants on but FUCK YOU, i like being in my underwear okay? (: 
     I can't wait to visit my crazy family, soon, ill see ya guys soon.  As for my boyfriend, Jacob.  He's simply the best.  Sometimes i catch myself looking at him, thinking, "Jacob, how the hell did you make me fall for you?" Holy crap, I'm living with this guy.  Wasn't it just yesterday i was sneaking out of my room just to see an old boyfriend of mine.  Now I'm here, sharing a room, a bed, and my heart with this guy.  And my dad is okay with this? LOL what was that man thinking letting his daughter move to a different state with a boy? i know dad, you like him dont you? you know he loves me and will protect me right? and you know how much i love jacob.  I know you and mom trust my judgement on Jacob too, you two know I'm smart and ya i make mistakes, but Jacob isn't one of them, and you guys both know that too.  As much as it scares the living shit out of me, the day that i marry jacob, its going to mean more than anything in this world to me, that your going to be there to walk me down the aisle to him.  i love you dad. As much as we fight and bump heads, I love you.
   Well that's all for now, I'm really hoping to keep up with this.  But I smell dinner and I'm pretty sure i'm going to hear Jacob call me upstairs pretty soon to eat. Ummmm i dont know how to end this so ill just type in some happy faces.......


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